Beatifully BROKEN
It seems like yesterday,
That my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday,
I didn’t know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow,
I may not get by
But I will try,
Wipe the tears from my eyes
Everyday is a new day,
I’m reminded of my past
Every time there’s another storm,
I know that it won’t last
Every moment I’m filled with hope,
‘Cause I get another chance
But I will try,
Got nothing left to hide
I’m beautifully broken,
And I don’t mind if you know it
I’m beautifully broken,
And I don’t care if i show it
Without the highs and the lows,
Where would we go
Is it possible to still feel hurt, despite steeling urself frm it for years n years? Despite having gone through so much worst pain than this, yet it hurts just e same? Despite e fact that all this years, I’ve worked so hard to toughen myself up n moving forward from past mistakes but at e end of e day, I realize I’m not exactly as strong as I think? Despite having much of e same experiences over again, it would’ve done me good if it doesn’t hurt anymore this time around right? But it does, it pains just as much, no matter how much i tried denying that it wouldn’t. I shouldn’t crumble, i know shouldn’t be this weak. But i can’t help but feel this way, so drained out, lifeless beyond means. Am i imagining things or is this really happening?
